Day 29

i am thinking to put this blog into pause forever. I have a new blog full of melancholic words... If only life wasn't unfair... 

Day 28

Just because someone is good at something doesn't mean that everyone else should be.
Just because someone catches up things quickly doesn't mean they can look down to others.
They just can't.
They can't make other people feel worthless.

People in this solitary world makes me sick. I want to puke all the things that they have ever said to me and made me feel bad. I want to puke it at their face and let them feel how terrible i felt.
who has the right to say that you are not worthy of living? Who holds the right to say that you aren't good enough? I am lost in my own conclusion about human beings. Why are their hearts full of ego, hatred and jealousy? why can't they just  hold someone's hand and teach them how to draw a smile? Why can't they teach how to put that smile on someone's face? Why? why people here are so self centered ?

Everyone wants to impress someone. Everybody wants to look good in-front of others.

Day 27

why people we love hurts the most?
why people are so fucking blind?
why are they so inconsiderate?

Day 26

my third term ended a week ago. I am decaying inside my room with no fruitful deed. I have been gaming all the time, watched more than 10 movies already, feeling sick for not being active in anything.

I downloaded new online game called LOL referred by my brother KIDDO(dipson).

My fourth term starts from monday -,-

But excited :) atleast will be busy in something.

I am planning to sort my assignments and submission on time this term so pray for me T.T

I will be back in hk for christmas :3

finally meeting my family after one year:)

ah my birthday as well which is in first week of jan will be celebrating with them this year:)

what else?? 

Oh want to see my draped dress? made out of muslin?

i was sick for two weeks . I had pending works to finish so i had little to finish it. Finishing is really awkward ..

I will upload more works of mine but i always ended up doing them in no time which means i don't get time to take pictures >.< gomenasai.

kkk

Day 25

Ever felt so alone that you wish you were dead?
Felt nothing even with the person who holds your breathe
Ever cried for not being able to achieve anything?
felt like closing your eyes and drowning deep that you would never see this part of the world
Ever repeated same song for 24 hours?
Felt that one song can only understand you
Ever  felt this way?


I am trying to leave every thing behind
but i can't get rid of these feelings
should i keep trying or quit?

Day 24

When I see you, the world stops.
 It stops and all that exists for me is you and my eyes staring at you.
 There’s nothing else. No noise, no other people, no thoughts or worries, no yesterday, no tomorrow.
 The world just stops, and it is a beautiful place, and there is only you."


Busy with upcoming senior's graduation fashion show.
Pray for me.

Day 23

Anyone awake?