Day 22

Please listen to this. Listen to each and every video she has in youtube <3

I cried nile listening her because she is amazing. Whenever she speaks, she tears my heart apart or chills down my spine and rises again to be a better human being, daughter, sister, friend and a lover <3

Goodnight
Sweetdreams
<3

Day 21

Beautiful tuesday morning.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY LOVE <3
A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY WITH HEARTFULL OF WISHES AND INFINITE LOVE

AROUND 12 AM WE HOLD A SMALL PARTY FOR HIM.
BOTH OF US WERE OVER CLOUD NINE.
BIRTHDAY BOY IS SLEEPING RIGHT NOW WITH HIS HAIR SPIKY LIKE BABY AND HIS LIPS POUTING HAHA:)
WELL WHAT COULD I SEE THAN THIS FASCINATING SLEEPY FACE OF HIM.

I KISS HIM GENTLY I DON'T WANT TO WAKE HIM UP.
IT'S HIS DAY HE SHOULD BE DREAMING ABOUT BEAUTIFUL THINGS TODAY.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN I WHISPER TO HIS EAR I HOPE HE HEARS ME.
ITS HIM. ALWAYS BEEN HIM AND FOREVER BE HIM <3
I LOVE YOU.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DALLU <3

Day 20

Yamato  

One Million Yen and the Nigamushi Woman

letters from Kanai Nirai

.Hana and Alice

Turtles Swim Faster Than Expected

About Her Brother

 Welcome to the Quiet Room

all about lily chou chou

The Lightning Tree

Patisserie Coin de Rue (2011)

Don’t Laugh At My Romance

Aoi movies

incase you wonder  who she is and why am i so fanatic of her since 2007? <3
latest japanese band i have been listening to
~Perfume
~one ok rock
~andy mori
~Toe
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I am having these restless assignments 

whole bunch of fashion history, sketching, coloring and shits.

I am just tired.

Tired of myself knocking with wise words and always looking for things to get inspired

There's a thirst inside my heart, thirst of being inspired i really need inspirations to live my life.

Else i can't live. Why don't anyone on this frigging lonely planet understands that at all?

Dreams are dreams.dreaming about impossibilities you want in your life.

Loving someone with your whole heart and getting deceive in return sucks to core.

suckers hackers rhymes well. Trying to hack my life down (praying for you) 

stalkers! well hi there welcome to my depressive page hope you find hell here.

living alone and trying to figure out your life is a disaster.

Being used in someone's hard time and being ignored in one's is pathetic.

May be i am looking down to myself more like an abandon senile thing.

covered in dust, smelly environment, unnoticed and unloved.

last two days i cried my heart out.

Something happened that broke my heart made me too pessimistic to care about my life anymore.

“All great and precious things are lonely.”

Day 19

two days off.

still had to work on my projects

didn't go anywhere nor did anything.

i haven;t finished reading my books

cause of college hectic schedule.

I am watching movies alot lately

its not like i didn't use to but now more than ever.

heard this heart wrenching news from my sis.

i used to work in this coffee shop named pacific coffee shop which is in hk.

one of the staff who was immensely kind died in car accident last friday.

he was only 20 years of age.

whenever someone close to me suffers

i always feel like life is so fucking unfair.

Dear God,

                We know you have our ERIC with you please make him dance around angels with his halo on.

because he was a very definition of kindness, a good person with beautiful soul.

I hope you won't dissapoint us this time. Do please takecare of him and tell him that we love him <3

"I don’t know what they are called, the spaces between seconds– but I think of you always in 

those intervals."

Day 18

New beginnings are here:)
happy new year everyone.
I hope you enjoyed and welcomed new times of your life with extra sugary moments and smile.
As for me it was usual.
attended class, submitted my work, downloaded japanese movie.
whilst coming home i brought something to treat ourselves.
Brought flowers btw there's a deep connection between me and these flowers
prepared delicious dinner.

I love imperfection

I don't perfectly like neat sketches, or anything that tries to be perfect.

"Life is painful and messed up. It gets complicated at the worst of times, and sometimes you have no idea where to go or what to do. Lots of times people just let themselves get lost, dropping into a wide open, huge abyss. But that’s why we have to keep trying. We have to push through all that hurts us, work past all our memories that are haunting us. Sometimes the things that hurt us are the things that make us strongest. A life without experience, in my opinion, is no life at all. And that’s why I tell everyone that, even when it hurts, never stop yourself from living."

Day 17

Been through alot of unexpected things last month.
Learned alot but trying not to be too sensitive that it will make me
think like i dont fit in.
finally giving myself a time
i am trying to read three novels plus my research history of civilisation
books i.e how fashion evolved during bc era.
It's surprisingly curious to know about human beings being so intelligent than now in 21st century.
Enjoying each and every class of this module and our lecturer's positive statement.
Watching korean/japanese movies lately. It brings that innocent feeling of been teenage again.
Enjoy your life, forgive who upsets you instead pray for them, love your loved ones and don't forget to free your mind :)


Here's my tumblr http://lifeistooshorttodressbad.tumblr.com/
explore :)

LET THE POWER OF SELF LOVE BE SO STRONG THAT WE NEED NOT WORRY ABOUT THE OPINIONS OF OTHERS.

Day 16

vacation are always boring i f you don't plan anything interesting to keep you breathing.

list of what i am going doing right now

download movie,anime,songs,

read books,blogs

sketch

 World of Warcraft

insomniac

starving

right now i am in college with my  friend

sharing  same desk

well i am dodging off whilst writing this

what else? errr nothing

cause staying room by myself  is getting killed by loneliness.

“I was born lost and take no pleasure in being found.”